Especially when you are travelling with two people who hate each other.
I thought that the fact I was travelling with a child would be the main thing to slow me down, but petty arguments seem to be what's really stopping everything. One day we'll all be so loud we won't hear the knives enter our backs.
It's times like this that I feel lost. I have always considered myself a pretty centered person, but that was probably because I always had an order to follow. Some outside force holding me together. Right now not only am I without guidance, but I am expected to be that force for others. And all I want to do is go back.
Which I won't. You can put your sword down. But it is very tempting sometimes.
Is it weird that I prefer screaming over yelling?
I saw Nat's post sir. I can't be certain at all, but I have a feeling I might know who you are...? Well, I have two people in mind.
ReplyDeleteOne adds up a lot more than the other, I have to say, and I might be able to guess "Elizabeth"'s real name. For your sake, and hers, I won't.
But of course, you might just be someone known to Nat, and I might be completely mistaken.
I had hoped to have anonymity at least a little longer. But that is the way of things.
DeleteIf you do know who I am, you probably know why Nat hates me.
You probably also know why I'd like to keep this quiet.
Because the truth is that despite things pulling me back, I truly wish to leave my identity behind and be simply Azrael. Does that make any sense?
I'm with you.
DeleteWe all have things we wish to leave behind.
I'ts a bit interesting.
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